These few months were a bit of a blur. All you need to know is that I started kind of seeing another boy, known to his friends as fish, god knows why. Nothing heavy just went to the cinema a few times. I was still seeing beach guy too. This posed a slight problem. I didn’t want to lose either of them but i knew that i had to make a choice. Each knew about the other but it wasn’t fair to them. Beach guy for their first. I suppose i always knew that i would choose him in the end. Not just for the fact that my friends were his friends and that it was just easier that way. But i guess i always knew that, in the end, it would be him. So we started dating.